Her answer is obvious. I don't have to try anymore.
Still, I had to do it with baby steps.
Because that just mean that I will be back on myself again.

Me, and only myself.

I yearn companionship. Much more than before.
But I know there are many things that can't be forced upon.

So, let me decay away in my isolation.
Until perhaps, a salvation intervene.

Sometimes I do wish certain people would eventually read all these though.
After all this is the only place that I can speak from the bottom of my heart.


I've tried too much, and this is probably the last part of this ordeal.