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1.
About someone...

You're reading Souless
I'm Leia.
Call me whatever you want,
Cos it's merely a name.
If you're looking for me
Don't.
P.S.
Yeah I know. Simple blog.
It's just my life story.
Anyway, get to the point.

There is a hidden link.
Find it,
And you'll see the darker side.


2.
About past...

Song of Solo
Within 180 days,
If there is no changes here,
Its when my existence faded away.

Be a witness of my story

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Credit to
Daphne


3.
Witnesses of my existence
Haru Deon

4.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 11:38 PM

Didn't have to work for today...
But didn't went out as well.
Kinda woke up at 10am...
And just started playing the whole day...

There wasn't any game on Hamachi...
So i was like: Bored Bored Bored
Play with AI bot then...
But kinda got owned. Ahh...
I still newbish...
Whatever.. But though
In luck, i found a game.
Kinda 5v5 game.
But it's fun, cos we have a good teamwork.
Though i died the most, they didn't kp as well.
Erm, death due to i'm tanking for them...
I'm still a little decent in DoTA ok...

After times and times again...
Playing aimlessly...
Just got bored of it.
Tried to find someone to chat on msn...
Then, i see a few name..
And i just start chatting with Zu Xian.
Kinda knew that my class have people that i don't like...
And people whom i'm NOT close to at all.
Kinda dissapointed, or maybe a sense of loss.
I was wondering...
Perhaps this coming chalet isn't going to happen...

26th March
Was working in the morning...
After work end at 4pm, YJ they all jio me eat steamboat.
Kinda don't feel like going, cos i strained my arm a little.
But... oh well, don't wanna ps them.
So i went...

Took a cab there to marina bay.
Went there with around 100 bucks...
Met Cat, YJ, Wai Chien(Wai) & Cass there.
Jarad didn't come, since he'll get annoyed of needed to go home early.
Wai brought us to the other place from our last trip...
We have 2 steamboat stove for that new place.
But erh... the chicken sucks a little
Compared to the older place...
The sotong wasn't that nice as well, but it's ok.
Again, we made a "burnt" soup.
Yea, "burnt". Really "burnt".

How i know it's burnt?
It taste like burnt. That's all.
Lols.
Oh well. Cass & Wai enjoy cooking crabs at the start,
and prawns later on.
YJ doing all kinda nonsense..
From video taking till cooking...
And Cat? Eating crab all along...
No wonder she so crappy. :P
Joking joking... haaS.

There was this deaf lady who can't talk as well...
She came to us selling cuddly cuddly stuffs for charity...
I was like: Haiya... no money lah...
The rest of the people in the steamboat shop didn't buy as well...
I was like: No one's buying it...
I just instinctly went up to her and bought one.
It cost 13 bucks. Oh well... guess it's allright.

Was eating & cooking half way,
And Cat just went emo.
And then disappear to don't know where.
Me & YJ went look for her...
And i found her in arcade (Emo go arcade. Interesting....)
Played House of dead 4 with her.
But... too bad ah. I too long never go arcade.
But she's good in shooting game.
Cos she completed Time Crisis 2 right in front of us.
Pro girl huh? :)
Guess she might be able to take part in a shooting contest.

After eating...
We went into the arcade..
Play a little longer...
And we left at around 11pm++.
Luckily, bus 400 still available.
We rushed up the bus & chiong to MRT.
Yeap, MRT still available.
While travelling in MRT...
Went playing Dai Di at the cabin corner.

After reaching JE MRT, alighted and bid Cass goodbye.
Went taking bus 98 with YJ, Wai & Cat.
Its around 11.30pm.
Bus 98 till 12am.
Lucky us.

After reaching our stop...
I walked Cat home...
(come on, a guy who doesn't walk a girl home at 11+pm is a jerk...)
I didn't initiate much of the talking..
Or rather i'm listening more.
Reach her house and send her off into the lift...
Then i turn back & went home.

And guess that day...
How much i left?
I did say i had around 100 bucks right?
I'm left with...
21 bucks.
-Took taxi, 10 bucks.
-Loaned Cass 20 bucks.
-Paid steamboat 12 + 12 bucks (Mine & Cat's)
-Arcade 25 bucks. (I didnt play that much, but it's for everyone.)

LoL. Bankrupt.
Oh well. Guess it's allright.
It bought the fun anyway. :)

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 3:18 PM

So long didn't update my blog sia..
HaaS. Finaly got a little time now.
But must go work later. SianZ... ._.

These few days are rather boring sia.
Didn't had much fun through the days...
Especially after that 2nd outing with Cat they all.
Cos parent angry. Can't go out often. :X
Don't know what they thinking ah. HeeX.

Was working yesterday...
And halfway Zhuo Wei sms me...
He said:
We're getting diff class le....
So it's like, he wanna have a chalet as last gathering mah.
So i was like, ok loh.
He kinda reminded me that one year had passed...
So soon. Kinda felt a little loss...
Didn't made much use for the time though.
But kinda learn much of a lesson.
Pei yuan went into Inter...
Cass went there as well...
I went into 3D...

Haiz. Kinda feel weird.
After seeing each other for 1 year...
And suddenly change again.
I don't like how things goes that way though...
But, i guess that's life...

Didn't contact much friends during these days...
Kinda isolated myself for a period of time.
Thought a lot... but no result.
It's like... many things had happen.
And...
I start to understand that...
Losing something...
Will make people realize how important is it to themselves...
And made regrets within people...

Ahs....
From the day that this universe is formed,
And life and death became reality,
Separations became unavoidable...
Sometimes it might be better that i'm not even human.
Cos... being a human had tons of emotions...
Being overwhelmed by them...
Probably is just too much...


Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @ 3:17 PM

Sien wei organised a kinda outing today
Though i look more like the planner =.=
LoL. But strange...
None of her friends can make it
so... it's kinda like
My gathering calling her along
Oh well. Who cares?

We're kinda late while meeting Cat(Sien wei) at Kbox at Cineleisure
But still made it. HaaS :D
Anyhow sing there
Never try to sing nicely lah
But sing for da fun of singing. :)
The most funny thing is...
Whenever the Fahrenheit's Da Dong appear
Cat went like "DA DONG DA DONG~"
HaaS~ it's kinda crazy, but fun :)

We end Kbox at around 2+pm
Aik siang & Jarad joining us at that time
For watching "Norbit" together
It's like, the movie starts at 3.30pm
And we're still at 2.55pm
So went to the arcade to waste some time

We went to get some tidbits for the movie at 3.15
Jarad & Cat wanted some nachoes chips
And a couple of us want popcorns.
So... after a few calculation...
We bought 2 set of pop corns & 1 nachoes set
And off we went into the cinema...

The starting description of Norbit's childhood life was kinda hilarious
And it actually went kinda lame at times...
But if i had a wife like Norbit's...
I gonna kill myself man. o_O
Lol. But still got some laughters from the movie.
Not very well crafted for this movie though
I give it a 3-half star. For purely laughters. :)

After the movie session, Cat wanna buy some clothes
But it's at Far East, so she kinda hesitate
But we like just "Lets go then :)"
So off we went to Far East
Help Cat to chose a few accessories
And some times gave funny comments :)
Anyway, she bought a white blouse or sort.
I remember there is a golden color design at the middle.
It was kinda pretty for that dress's design too.

Done with shoping, there we go to Marina Bay~

Right after we reach Marina, i saw some dark clouds over the sky
And it started to rain. Crap. =.=
We ran to the bus stop, and lucky!
We got a bus there waiting for other passenger.
We boarded it and escape from the mad storm or sort.
But when we reach our destination,
It's still raining. >:(
We ran into the building right behind the bus stop
And after some kinda meeting....
We went to a Pool Shop for spending sometimes before dinner
And gosh, 8 bucks per hour. o_O
Anyway, it's allright though.
But i found myself sucks at pool today!!!
Lost to everyone other than Aik siang.
>:(
But nevermind bah. Too long never play le

Right after bout 1-half hour of pool
We went to that nearby Steamboat restaurant to get a table
It was cheap, cos each of us cost 12 bucks.
They offer kidna lots of seafoods
Including a giant clamp of size slightly smaller than my fist.
It's hard though. Cat & Jarad can't open the clamp
Since i did a few time before, i opened the clamp for them
With a chopper of course. :)
Anyway, it's kinda funny, cos a lady even asked me to help her open hers
So we took lots of food...
Including chickens, chickens, chickens (with 3 different seasonings)
Yea, too much chicken. Lol.
And lots of prawns, squids...
Lots of food getting cooked on the steamboat
But... that includes egg(Yea, they use the one that use to fry the meat)
Kinda funny bah. We added some chillis into some a little tasteless food
And the result is.... SHIOK~~~ :DDD
Cassidy is like keep continuing in frying all the chicken
Yong Jie having his pork liver boil...
Aik Siang getting his side of food cooked...
Jarad did a few food collecting jobs...
Cat busy cooking her scrambled egg & squids (& put too much chilli for herself lol)
And me? Shelling the prawns, and cooking the prawns.
HaaS. It's really fun doing all the job
I like things going this way.

Tll it's like 10+pm near 11pm
We decided that we have kinda secret code game to clear the foods
Couple of rounds went past...
And right during my turn, i placed 50 as the secret code...
Which is exactly the same as my previous number...
And Cat (She's the first in the order) just went, "50"
I was like, "LOL LOL LOL~"
And she COPIED ME~~~ LOL~
She made 50 as her secret code, and...
Aik siang (First guy in the order) just went, "50! I don't believe you still put 50!"
And Cat said.... "LoL~ i did." and a evilish smile. o_O
It's fun doing all those. HaaS :D

Right after the steamboat, my mum sms me.
I didn't care. Switched my phone off.
I don't want to spoil even a single moments for this outing.
Cos it's going well.
Cat just talk to me at the start, since she wasn't familar with others.
But she could start to joke and play with Jarad & the rest now.
I don't really wanna spoil any of these moments.

We went to bowling after that.
It's kinda cheap. 7 per player.
But me, Aik Siang, Cassidy, Yong jie all don't know how to bowl.
Jarad didn't bowl for a long time as well.
But, oh well, just play bah.
And we found bowling fun :D
Moreover with a funny spinning bowling ball technique.
Lol. We kinda like that. HaaS

We ended at 12.35pm
No bus or what so ever.
We started walking to town area to find ATMs.
Along the way, the creepy shadows and trees kinda make the night a little more...
Scary? Lol. Cos they talked bout those ghost things there.
It made the creepy surrounding even more creepy.
Lol.
It's kinda long walk.
I didn't count the time.
We went a really long way
Till we reach Marina Bay MRT.
But, not good.
I found a highway lying in he middle of our route.
AYE, probably.
We crossed the expressway like no one ever did.
It's kinda scary, but it's sure memorable.
We continue on after we crossed the expressway.
We went into town area after a little more time.
And stopped by at a indian shop for a drink and directions.
It felt like backpacking this way. HaaS.
So...
We continue on to the next ATM.
It wasn't far,
But, the crappy thing is
The ATM is spoiled.
We asked furher direction to the other ATMs.
And these old guys guided us to China Town Point.
We walked our way there.
And found a pool/LAN shop near there.
We asked for direction again
And guess what?
Cat got checked for IC of suspicious of under 16.
LAME.
She's going 18 this year leh o_O
HaaS... height prob bah. She's 160 or lesser i think.
I'm taller than her by a neck & a head.
Anyway, we found the Chinatown Point.
And we found the ATMs as well.
But i spotted a police car nearby.
I said, "We're gonna get check soon"
They're like "Check then check loh."
And, yeap, after we walked away from the ATMs
The police car drove near to us.
They asked for our particulars.
And asked us to press *#06# on our phone
Funny things showed up in our phones.
But it didn't really went abnormal though.
The police left us alone after the check.
And we just continue walking to the junction.

We stopped at the junction.
Sitting and squatting at there like no one's business.
Trying to find some way to taunt over the night.
But Cass seems tired, and he wanna go home.
Yong Jie went home with him as well.
It was around 3.20am, when they left.
So it's the 4 of us: Cat, me, Jarad, Aik Siang.
We pressed on to harbourfront after some time.
But first, Jarad had a cappucino at Mac.

We continue walking to Harbourfront.
It's like, we passed lots of places.
SGH, NUS hostels...
Lol.
We asked for some direction after a splitting road stopped us.
The road splits to Rukit Merah road.
But the Mama shop guy told us
Taking cab from there to Harbourfront take around 5 buck only.
Oh well, we took a cab.

We reached Vivo in no time.
It's around 5am then.
We walked to the back area of Vivo.
Kinda stayed there & talk, played till day breaks.
I kinda slept a while at there.
Then all of us went and walk around Vivo at 7am.
Found a place to sit inside, and sit there
Till 7.45am, a guard or sort told us we can't sleep there.
Bah. We then walked around till 8am plus.
Then we went into the Harbourfront center & found a Wang Jiao & a Mac
Cat thought for a while & decided to take Mac.
We didnt eat, other than Cat.
I turned on my phone, & i received a few sms.
One of this sms from my mum said, "If you're still missing, i'll call the cops"
Bah. Seriously, none of my friends are not suprised by this.
Oh well. Called her and she goes "bla bla bla" to my ears.
And my father called me, & he sounds angry.
After putting down both phones, i probably know that i'm screwed.
Ah... heck.
Slept in Mac like Aik did for a while.
Jarad didn't sleep.
Cat? She slept right after she finished her food.
We can't wake her up by loud Mp3 and the "No Pork"
And all of sudden....
She just woke up. Lol.
But she said it's her lip's pain that made her wake up.
Poor girl, need to brace for longer times.

After we finished everything at Mac,
We started heading home.
Most of us are dead tired,
but Cat still look like she's still hyper.
HaaS. Love her no-linkness when she's hyper.
It kept us from felling that tireness.

We took a fast trip home.
I look at all of us...
Cat is sleeping at the corner,
Jarad's dozing off at his seat,
Aik siang look like he's beat.
HaaS.
Fun day though.
I actually don't mind such fun exchange for wraith from my family.

Thanks, Cat for suggesting this outing.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 7:07 PM

Yea... kinda feel moody these days.
You guys knew that, right?
Not because of BGR prob, of course.
Same as always, family prob.

My sis, though younger than me...
She doesn't treat me like one.
Instead, i have to give in to her...
By her will.
What ya think?

Even going to toilet she can have such a fucking fuss over it
Seriously, I tried to be Mr. Nice guy.
But she didn't even care.
She's just: You're suppose to give in to me.

But, you know what?

I was thinking...

Why not you just shut the fuck up?

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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SOULESS
get your codes from: 1 2 3
@ 7:05 PM

Looking at the time again & again...
I don’t know what am I expecting anymore.
Looking at the clock...
I was wondering,
what’s up with everyone?
But... regardless
I can’t go to the Alumni anyway.
Can’t go for the gathering as well.
I wanted to see how’s everyone...
But seems like it’s just going to get busted...
Kind of got used to it...
Anyway, 4 years of secondary school life...
4 gathering...
I didn’t go for a single one.
Reason?
It’s just ridiculous...
My parents.

Don’t believe?
Here’s what they say bout the sec 1 gathering at East Coast...
“That’s too far. Don’t go.”
This is for sec 2 gathering at West coast, at 6pm...
“Too late. Don’t go.”
For sec 3...
“Cannot. Go back Malaysia.”
Sec 4...
“Cannot. You never say earlier.”

How bouts a “WTF” comment?
Yea, that’s what I think every time.


Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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