I have 2 weeks to fix this.
Ever wonder if I'm just another passerby,
Or I actually meant something to her.

15 days of counting down.


If there's space between my thoughts, you're the one who came into my mind. Is that enough to be a reason?

If only the same happened to me.
So much for the "if".

All that I am capable now are just putting these envious feelings to rest.
For I, am not fated to be just like them.


If only I could live without emotion, in this world of isolation.

Her answer is obvious. I don't have to try anymore.
Still, I had to do it with baby steps.
Because that just mean that I will be back on myself again.

Me, and only myself.

I yearn companionship. Much more than before.
But I know there are many things that can't be forced upon.

So, let me decay away in my isolation.
Until perhaps, a salvation intervene.

Sometimes I do wish certain people would eventually read all these though.
After all this is the only place that I can speak from the bottom of my heart.


I've tried too much, and this is probably the last part of this ordeal.

It had been a while since then.
Even now, I don't think that she's even trying.
Should I continue on this path?

Logic told me no.
But I knew that is not my answer.


The same stubbornness, same person, and it just repeats. Or not?