Black/White

Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 7:04 PM

Went Kuro Bara yesterday.
And assuming I'll be seeing lots of peeps..
And yeah, I saw HELL LOTS.
At least 20 over people I know.
Lol.

And yeah, saw Ika, Haru & Yusifer.
Joey hair is screwed!
LOL~
Ika-chan's hair also dyed,
But it look so different on her blog lo.
I wonder is that the quality of camera or what...

Anyway, was pretty impressed bout Yuchi.
Despite her blisters on her toes,
Still can get on 3 dances continuously.
Claps for ya~!

Met minichaos, my team leader,
Eriol, photographer & might be my future shifu...
Xuri, some really cool looking girl with piercings,
RinYa, one with really bright eyes,
Shiro & Kuro, the hyper pairs.

YJ really have a great team I reckon.
Together with so many jokers xD.

A little complication sometimes do add a little different memories to be engraved on my heart. It's good, I guess...

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 10:51 AM

White house exploration failed!
Cos of multiple sensor and stuffs.
But anyway,
It's more like exploration trip at Punggol. ._.

Anyway,
The sky was clear,
And I can see stars right above us.
It's not just one or two,
But countless.

Really... had it been that long?
I didn't gaze into the stars like this since when?
I don't remember...
But still,
I could feel soothed just by gazing it...
It's amusing.

Oh well.
I think I'd love to explore a spot for clear sky.
Then just sit there over the night,
Watching the sky turn from darkness to light...
Perhaps I'm weird,
But I just like it...

Sometimes, I could really feel that I am withering, slowly, to my end... But still what is life when there is no hope?

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 9:27 PM

Someone actually liked my way of dealing with emotions.
I don't know bout that...
But well, it's instinctive.
I just wanted to do it that way.

Apparently,
I found myself in greater interest in r/s,
But also greater denial in it too.
Ironic, isn't it?

Maybe it's better after all...
Not having no one telling me they like me or something,
It's probably better this way.
At least,
I do not have to hesitate of my thoughts.

Vivid sub-conscious is echoing... perhaps following it is what is called as self-conscience.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 3:04 AM

No more checkpoint duty anymore.
That means a bad thing, probably.
Lesser off days to be earn,
And more days at camp.

Probably gonna bored like crap.
But oh well,
Psycho some peeps to start playing Monster Hunter 2G as well.
So got tonnes of things to do in there. :)

And yeah, went for MH2G hunting too.
HR 8 now~
And got owned by Volganos.
What the hell!!!
Anyway, was suppose to hunt till evening,
But ended up going for Alucard's birthday celeb. @_@
Oh well.
One thing was surprising though:
I met Yuchi at this super dramatic encounter.
And YUCHI I HEARD U SCREAM OUT LOUD~
XD

Anyway, back on myself.

Somehow I became less sadist nowadays.
Probably cos of the people I know from Sgcafe or so.
But anyway, I started to value lots of things.
Not things that cost real monetary values,
Cos those are merely materialistic stuffs.

What I meant was the value of those that is worthy.
Not now, but in the future.
Which in other words, it's people who I really care.

Cass, who utterly changed myself completely.
Aik, buddy since sec 1.
YJ, a great friend for 7 whole years.
Manda, a friend who share and care works in non-BGR form.
Yan Li, a little over-heated yet under-confident god sis.
PY, who made me realize something really important.
Catherine, who instill my first scar.

These are people who made a difference in my life,
And I learned to treasure them,
Even though I might not get the same treatment,
So long as they remain as this place within my heart,
They will be treasured, no matter what.

Lights has been dimmed, and darkness shroud once again... but I'm no longer afraid. Because I know somewhere out there, the light is still brightening my vision up, giving me hope & happiness.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 2:51 AM

Problems, always.
Seems like r/s really take time out,
And by a really huge amount.

Told Aik bout the stuffs recently,
And yeah, he asked me bout Ika-chan.
Well...
What can I say?
I know Ika-chan is good.
I mean, perhaps she's a little blur,
And a little shy too...
But well, she's a nice girl,
And I don't wanna start anything that I have no confidence in...
It doesn't matter when it hurts me if it fails,
But I don't want anyone else to get hurt because of this.

NS had taken too much of my time.
If Ika-chan is with me,
She would have little time with me.
And even for me myself,
I would feel bad for it,
So I rather remain passive.

Even though loneliness do strike,
I can only endure it.
Sadist has always been with me,
So loneliness is just usual.
Although sometimes I really felt like taking a step into r/s,
I forced a stop on it,
Cos I know I am not ready for it.

Sorrow of the past, loneliness of the present, and pain in the heart. All these are no longer so intolerable. Not because it subside, but pathethically, it's me who got used to it.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Sunday, March 08, 2009 @ 5:40 AM

Went for Yusifer's farewell gathering.
Pretty alright I'd say,
Although it's Haru's first attempt...
Well, more to be improve. xD

Pool session last for quite long,
So few of us: Ozora, Naoya, Saki, Tako, Ika & Ray went KFC.
Just for our little break & stuffs.
Ika-chan seems isolated a little though.
So I'd entertain her more.
Sorta like I don't like anyone to got isolated...
Anyway, I almost was with Ika the entire time.

Went for pastamania after pool.
And yeah, JJP gave us a huge treat!
A total of 4 pizzas & drinks!
Rich guy!!
Anyway, I did a stunning move too:
The cashier asked me what pasta I like to have,
And instinctively I answered, "Pasta"
What's worse; Haru is beside me.
She laugh like crap, when I know it.
And keep laughing even after our supper finished.
Lameness pawns asses, I'd say.

Anyway, by the time we left,
It's already near 1am.
Ika doesn't have any idea of how to go home,
And Yusifer is a little worried on that,
So I'd volunteer to send her home.

But then again,
Ika live at somewhere that the NR6 just didn't stop at.
It just keep doing turns & twist,
Till we missed the stop & took a cab.
Nice job, stupid NR6. -.-

Anyway, sent her home till her house downstairs.
Went back to bus stop & only found no bus for that hour.
So, last resort: Cab.
And I took the most expensive cab ride ever. Lol.
It cost S$29.10.
But well, yeah, I don't really care anyway.
Not like I got anyone to spend on.

That marks pretty much end of today.
Hope Joey have a good time at NS. :)

Time flies. It has already been so long since I last remember you, and now, you no longer hurts me when I see you again.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Sunday, March 01, 2009 @ 9:35 AM

Somehow,
I wished you were here...

Sorta affected by Tora Dora!'s mood anyway.
Nowadays just waiting for it's next episode.
Manga & Anime probably sum up my entertainment for now.
Gaming is something that I do only at boring time.

Probably a good thing.
Wouldn't waste that much time in my life.

Matilda white house exploration is on next week.
Probably gonna have fun again though.
Also with YJ's cosplay meeting...
Along with Yusifer's "farewell" gathering...
Oh well.
Life is full of experiences,
Just how did you approach it is the real decision.

Emotions, affections..... too much had once touched my heart.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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