Black/White

Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 9:16 PM

Went Gothy, Azuku & Fadz's birthday celeb.
As I remember,
3 more of Gothy's team member is there too.
Though I only remember Yuuki,
Since she is like the only person that told me loud enough. :X

YJ's team have high attendance.
Azuku, Gothy & Fadz set aside,
Shiro Kuro, along with John Valentine (XD)
Eriol, me, and YJ himself.

Anyway, had quite some fun there.
Though YJ was a little being abused...
But well, I guess through out the whole thing,
It turn out quite fine.

We went home at around 11 plus.
On the train ride,
It was surprising for Kuro to reveal something big.
She said about A???'s strange act.
As if he's a HJJ...
Well, pretty much a disappointment.
Although it isn't a 100% sure yet,
But a doubt from Kuro...
It's hard to say no.

Anyway,
YJ and I decided that we'll raise our cautiousness.
Just in case it is true though.

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Is it just appearance could make one doubt you?
Even after you work so hard for them?
I don't know.
Sometimes, people are blind towards someone.
No matter what I do,
There is always someone who doubt me.

Perhaps I have enough.
I shouldn't care anymore...

Just a mere remarks, yet I took it so seriously... Is it even a little remark to me? No, it's more.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 10:04 AM

Some fuck up stuff happened in camp.
But oh well,
Not gonna bring it up here.
To be short,
I just became a scapegoat.

Anyway,
I don't know how people think of me.
But I do know,
I care of what others think of me, a lot.
I'd always tell other peeps,
Just be yourself,
It's not like you live for others' sake.

Yet me myself?
I'm a failure when it comes to making it work.
I'd giving advices, and sometimes good one,
Yet me myself,
I'm a screwed up by myself.

Weird, but yeah,
I'm one illogical life-example.
I'd always denying myself,
But yet,
Someone's remark always pulled me back...

I wonder the day when I'm finally out...
What's gonna happen?

Vindicating hope that shone upon my darkest hour... I shall live my life in my own shadow.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 9:23 AM

Went Aik's house again.
This time, it's for mahjong session.
Wai Chien is here too...
Kinda long since I last saw him.
Still nothing changed though. :)

Anyway, Cat's here too.
While Cass & Aik still around,
Getting along is still fine.
But when we're going home together,
W/o Cass & Aik,
It's a little quiet.

But well, I don't really thought of that much now.
After all, she is suppose to be a past,
Not a present,
Nor a future.

P.S.

Kuro... why you say that to me?
Did something happen?

A lone journey is indeed lonely, yet one would see more from their inner soul... just because our heart is not closed when we're alone, we could understand more when we're alone.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 5:24 AM

Back from Shiro Kuro's PS.
Nothing much to say bout that,
But anyway, nice works though.
That's for the photographers,
And my 2 bosses who seems to enjoy it a lot.
XD

Oh yeah, and these 2 brats,
Took my first hug away. :X
I wasn't kinda expecting that,
So I kinda stoned. o.o
But well, it's a nice day after all.
Fun & stuff,
Pretty much enjoy it a lot. :)

Back on myself.

Went Aik's house after checking out the movies.
Stay till like, 4am plus.

As usual,
Walk my way home.
But well, like always.
I gaze at the night sky that shrouded by darkness...
Far, like it'd always been.
Yet it's as if it's reachable.

Same goes.
Sometimes, it could be so dreamy.
Like it can never exist.

Is it fate that playing upon us?
Or was it just a word of forgotten?
I never wanted to know.

Hope is at times, hopeless. Facing the words, I guess.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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SOULESS

get your codes from: 1 2 3

Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 11:42 PM

Posted as requested from Tako.

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - Yeah.
2. Are you happy - Not now.
3. Are you bored - Not now as well.
4. Are you fair - Not fair, lightly darken skin.
5. Are you Italian - My name is, I'm not.
6. Are you intelligent - Quite, I reckon.
7. Are you honest - Honesty yes, but not direct.
8. Are you nice - Yeah, I guess.
9. Are you Irish - No.
10. Are you Asian - Yeah.

TEN FACTS

1.Full Name - Lorenzo Thong Zheng Feng
2. Nicknames - Fiera, Zoo.
3. Birth place - Malaysia, Negri Sembilan, Jelebu.
4. Hair color - Black
5. Natural hair style - Yeah.
6. Eye Color - Dark brown
7. Birthday - 25/11/1988
9. Favorite color - Black
10. One place you'd like to visit - Japan

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love – Never.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – Not entirely.
3. Do you currently have a crush? No.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally – Yes.
5. Have you ever broken someone’s heart – No.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken – Not to this extent.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – Once. This linked to Q4.
8. Are you afraid of commitment – Yes, for being incapable of giving it.
9. Who was the last person you hugged – No one.
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to - No one.

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer - Neither?
3. Cats or dogs - Cats.
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - Few best friends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy – Creamy.
6. Pencil or Pen – Pencil.
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic night in.
8. Money or Happiness – Happiness.
9. Night or day – Night.
10. i phone or Sony Erisson – Sony Erisson.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – Yeah.
2. Seen a polar bear - Yeah.
3. Done something you regret – Yeah.
4. Bungee jumped – No.
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – No.
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – Huh? What's that...?
7. Been caught naked – No.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – Never had one.
9. Cried because you lost a pet – Never had one.
10. Wanted to disappear – Yeah.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Eyes.
2. Light or dark hair – Dark.
3. Hugs or kisses – Kisses.
4. Shorter or taller – Shorter, or similar.
5. Intelligence or attraction – Whichever.
6. Topman or Zara – Huh??
7. Funny or serious - Whichever.
8. Older or Younger – No pref.
9. Outgoing or quiet – Both.
10. Sweet or Bad – Sweet.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd – Yeah, orientation goofy dance.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour – Yeah.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – I phail.
4. Ever been to a rock concert – Nope.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team – Never.
6. Ever been on a dance team - Yeah, if that goofy dance counted.
7. Ever been on a sports team – Nope.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – Nope.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?- Nope.
10. Ever been in a rap video?- Nope.

TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made – Manda.
2. Last person you hugged – No one.
3. Last person you hung out with – Manda.
4. Last time you worked – 7 hours ago.
5. Last person you talked to – My mum.
6. Last person you IM’d – Yong Jie.
7. Last person you texted – Shiro.约束
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with – Can't remember.
9. Last person/thing you missed – Reminisce.
10. Last website visited – Sgcafe.com

I pick 6 peeps randomly from my link list.
1- Manda
2- Yuchi
3- Hina
4- Carmen
5- Eileen
6- Ika-chan

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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