Friday, September 28, 2007 @ 4:40 PM
A quote: To someone ;i really cannot stand the way you treated ur parents..you always
complaint that they did not respect you,but did u ever show them respect in the
first place?NOT at ALL!you wanna go out with friends, yes they allowed.but
control ur time..thats not wrong, you are in the wrong..Empty promises was what
u gave, promised to be home by specific time ;but you rarely keep ur
promise..everytime, ur mum is worried abt you coming home late and she herself
cant sleep well..worse still, next day she had to wake up early to work..Now you
had so called ' quit school ' , okie they allowed..they understand you aren't
coping well in school..but have you ever thought that how much they paid or ur
sch fees? please, is thousand plus per term ok.. and just bcuz udun like the
things in ur course then you wanna quit and play truant. u never go lesson is ur
lost, but the fees still on alright..And why dun you think positively, since
you've already choosen this course, just finish it..get ur diploma, find a job
also easier..but u chose to give up this course and now quit sch temporary..For
me, i think u can get ur diploma and i u wanna study other course, sure you
can.i just dun understand ur thinking..did you think that i u give up,u r
wasting ur parent's money or almost 2yrs..?spare a thought for them, u are not
from a rich family..they worked so hard just to give u the best education they
can provide you with, can't you aprreciate..?okie, since you have no interest ur
course anymore, they've got nothing else to say..they just want you to find a
job now while waiting to enrol in the NS.Then now, you dun seemed to be feel
like working at all,and sometimes work sometimes dun..can you just obey them for
once?another thing, the money u earn, can help to share burden with parents.dun
spend on unecessary things..yah, is ur money, so i dun wish to say anything
too.They are ur parents, talk to them nicely ; dun be rude by not answering
them.Dun blame them for what had happened, blame urself for it..think who
started this?Once you break their trust, is very hard for them to trust you
again.Please, do some reflection, put urself in their shoes, how heart wrenching
can they be to see their son behaving this way to them..?SERIOUSLY, i hope you
happen to read this post.I hope u can come to senses ; & please do remember
the word " FAMILY " Quoted from "someone"'s blog.. it's quite a post that like weeks ago..I know.. i know..It's not that.. i don't wanna continue my studies..But.. my lack of interest..It's making me fail it.I'm not saying that i'm right.. But.. even if i continued..I would have fail..And got kick out.....I just wanted to tell my parents:I really wouldn't stray into a path which is not correct.What i'd been doing, isn't all correct..But sometimes it's just..I can't ditch a friend and go home on my own, right?Moreover, she's a girl..I don't want anything happen to her..That's why i stayed out late recently..I admit, I sometimes just don't wanna inform you..But if you would ever say "yes" to my request.. just once.I would eventually ask you from that onwards..Yes i love freedom.. But not the kind of freedom that dad said;Drinking allday, loitering around like gangsters, drugs..Yes i do drink.. But that's like, once in a while.And i DO NOT ever touch drugs.Gangsters.. they aren't my kind.This is my vow that i wouldn't break..So why are you worrying bout my bad company?I would wanted them to come and meet you..And let you understand that they aren't bad..Just that they're late night ranger..Doesn't mean that they steal, rob or take drugs, right?But no matter what..I would, try to change..Since this "someone" indeed quite understand the situation as a middle man..I wonder why i didn't read this earlier..Relentless desolation of my heart had made me into a human of exiled thoughts, confused mind, and reckless heart. |
@ 11:12 AM
So long since my last post..Always at work.. no time lol.Work work.. haiz. My thoughts are virtuality;Never it became reality.For I who had been unseen,By whoever that I'd been,Crafted the insolent me:Who pay no heed,To the withered me,That decimated my inner reality,And left with my ravaged vitality..Scavenging in this mortality,I cease to live,And mutilated what is left of me.Not very sure what these means..But probably nothing good.I'm getting depression le.. Haiz..To know one's heart, it's helpful; Understand your own heart, it's torturous.
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Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 4:55 PM
List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:#1-Freedom!!#2-PSP#3-Gimme someone who love me a lot :S#4-Some small souvenirs from my primary school friend#5-A simple peace..1. The person who tagged u is:- Cat aka SW2. Your relationship with him/her is:- friend/buddy bah~3. Your 5 impressions of him:- LOVE HELLO KITTY!!!- Talk a lot (gd thing lai de :p)- Very late sleep- Caring (bah.. treat friend very good wor...)- Hit people very pain (I immune :P)4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:- A small tag @ my tag board when i damn sad.5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:- Very long.. is about parent de. 6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?:- Should be quite happy, since she treat friend so good le. :)7. If he/she's your lover, what he/she has to improve on?:- Nothing bah, cos i prefer who she is., other than hope she get well on her nose prob.8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:- Lol. impossible lah, cos i never treat anyone as enemy.. if really must answer, then ignore her only loh. 9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is:- Erh... betrayed me? I hate people who betray their bestie, so dun betray me... >:D10. The most desired thing you would like to do for him now is?:- Hope she can get results with winged colors.. :) and she always be happy, cos i see she cry before mah..
11. Your overall impression of him/her:- A caring little girl who always very outgoing.. sunshine girl? lol dunoe what to describe that xD12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:- Lazy bustard >_< 13. The character you love about yourself is:
- Friends before self.
14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself:
- Time management sucks... same goes for financial... =.=
15. The most ideal person I would like to be:
- Someone who is myself.. cos there's nothing better than feel like urself. :)
16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them:
- You guys rocks & love you guys forever~ lol :)
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u.
Hey, please do k? Its quite fun though its long. Thanks (:
*1: Cassidy
*2: Yong Jie
*3: Pei Yuan
*4: Cat (DO AGAIN xD)
*5: Aik (he no blog ah =.=)
*6: Zu Xian (anyhw put dun mind ah ;D)
*7: Han Ming (Poly yr 1 classmate)
*8: Joanne Neo (same..)
*9: Yi Wen (Same..)
*10:Yan Li (sec sch fren)
I very little peeps got blog lar.. :x
Who's #2 having relationship with:
- He like someone.. but that person dun like him. :P
Is #9 a female/male:
- female.
If #1 & #10 be together, will it be a good thing:
- OMFG. I dunoe wad's gonna happen.. Cass gonna kill me :(
#3 and #4:
- Why not? The guy's single & girl's single, and moreover she have good impression on him, and he have good impression on her oso. :)
#2 studying about:
-NP Life Science.
When was the last time you chatted with #3:
-1 min ago.
What kind of music does # 8 like:
- EL pops, Chinese pops mostly. Some jap songs is not bad for her too.
Does #6 has any siblings?:
- A lot.. i rmb is a lot of siblings.
Will u woo # 3?:
- NO!!! I not gay =.=
How about #7?:
- Still, i not gay =.=
Is #4 single:
- Yeah, but someone in her mind ah... >:D
Surname of #5:
- BAY!!!
What's the hobby of #5:
- Gaming & go out with frens.. he got DoTA clan hor.. :)
#3 studying at:
- NP MMA
Have you tried developing feelings for #8?:
- She is those kinda outgoin girl.. but too bad she dun talk a lot with me too. But i din try as well.
Where does #9 live:
- Near Queen's town/Commonwealth. Take 61 from B.batok will reach de.
What colour does #4 like:
- pink, black.. dunoe liao lol. (real ans: red, white, black =.=)
Are #1 and #3 best friends?:
- good fren lah. Same course nia..
Does #7 like #2?:
- They never met..
How do you know #2:
- Sec 1~2 classmate
Does #5 have a pet?:
-nope.
Ok. Found a lot of crap peeps & put their name in.. dun come & find me for revenge.. i dunoe anythin... xD
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Sunday, September 09, 2007 @ 6:23 PM
After yesterday's work..Was having some talk with aik..Kinda long talk though.Aik kinda thought things thru recently..How do i place this..Aik seems to understand everything suddenly.His words like became so meaningfulAnd what he told me..Not-so-close friends communicates with you few times a month..Casual friends do so bout once a week at least..Better friends few times a week.. Close friends & buddies at least once every 3 days..Yeap. It's correct.Anyway, his "Kite & parents" theology..Is exactly impressive...Didn't know aik thought so much stuffs..Oh well. His theology helped me think some stuffs thru too..Anyway..Aik, do your best.And your ability of thinking thru such stuffs..I believe you will be successful..Heroes rise & fall, but one with that capability will shine thru eternity.
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Monday, September 03, 2007 @ 8:10 AM
Stay out late these few days..& got mysel kinda grounded. Wtf.Anyway, i kinda can't use my apple often now.So guys forgive me if i didn't reply u guys fast. ;)Anyway, was gonna get a job list out later on.Probably getting a late job to make some quick money first though..Wanted to get a PSP now :pAh.. btwPsps haven't update for quite a while too..will try to update once a week or so.. :)Ok, continue..Erm.. i kinda suddenly thought of someone after reading Cass's that "complicated" postWell... maybe it might became a driving force for me..Bah.. just wondering how it's gonna be..Tragedy within one is not one who lost his/her love, but emotions..
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