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1.
About someone...

You're reading Souless
I'm Leia.
Call me whatever you want,
Cos it's merely a name.
If you're looking for me
Don't.
P.S.
Yeah I know. Simple blog.
It's just my life story.
Anyway, get to the point.

There is a hidden link.
Find it,
And you'll see the darker side.


2.
About past...

Song of Solo
 Within 180 days,
If there is no changes here,
Its when my existence faded away.

Be a witness of my story

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Credit to
Daphne


3.
Witnesses of my existence
Haru Deon

4.
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5.
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6.
Thanks to Daphne's Original Blog
Designer: %Dj.deck-
Basecodes: Baby_Fiqa
Scrolling codes ;
Inspiration(s): 1 2 3
Music:


Friday, July 31, 2015 @ 11:40 PM

Should I tell her about these?
About what I had decided?

It doesn't felt fair if she wasn't told...
But again, when was this ever fair?
I guess I just done far too much.


Answers are there, right under my eyes, and I chose to believe in what I couldn't even see.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Wednesday, July 29, 2015 @ 6:33 AM

Is it because I'm starting to felt pain myself?
Wait, no.
I am in pain.
Can I disregard her from the future that I wished for?
I told Shyn that I am doing that, but...
I don't even know if I can.


Bit by bit, I fall apart.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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SOULESS
get your codes from: 1 2 3
Friday, July 24, 2015 @ 9:02 AM

11th to 16th July 2015

Nothing fruitful. I don't even know if she has me in her heart.

Tried to get drunk, get dunked by migraine instead. God damn it.

And then the accident happened. In the end, I couldn't help but to worry about her instead of caring about her a this point. Perhaps I might have a change of heart... not for now, but it could be, sooner or later. I guess even I needed some sort of maintenance.


19th to 23rd July 2015.

Again, nothing fruitful. Met her mum, met her grandmother, who kinda think of me as her boyfriend or something. I appreciate that, but I need her to think of me as that, not her grandmother nor her mum. All I need is an assurance... but again, I didn't get anything.

On the second day, a proper "date", but I did not get any assurance from her.

After that, it's her work that's occupying her. I don't really mind that much, but... I don't know. Maybe I'm starting to run out of patience.

And while at that, didn't managed to visit the other her in the hospital. Couldn't get any confirmation of her discharge date, ended up dragging till the very last day. She kinda got angry, I guess. She apologized quickly too, somehow, but I didn't think I'm worth the apology. I am at fault, after all.


23rd July 2015.

I am losing my grip of her in the future that I held dear, and I don't know what else I can do... but all I can is persevere, in hope that she is able to give me the assurance that I yearn for so much, before I lost to this trial by time.


Clinging on, holding dear to what is left, and then perish.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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