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1.
About someone...

You're reading Souless
I'm Leia.
Call me whatever you want,
Cos it's merely a name.
If you're looking for me
Don't.
P.S.
Yeah I know. Simple blog.
It's just my life story.
Anyway, get to the point.

There is a hidden link.
Find it,
And you'll see the darker side.


2.
About past...

Song of Solo
 Within 180 days,
If there is no changes here,
Its when my existence faded away.

Be a witness of my story

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Credit to
Daphne


3.
Witnesses of my existence
Haru Deon

4.
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5.
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6.
Thanks to Daphne's Original Blog
Designer: %Dj.deck-
Basecodes: Baby_Fiqa
Scrolling codes ;
Inspiration(s): 1 2 3
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Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 6:12 PM

Even today,
I asked Yiwen to mention to her bout I'll be going to the chalet...
She sulked.
I no longer want to know what is her thoughts...
For it may just decimate any memories of her...
I don't want to believe that she is such a person.
But...

2 days insomia.
Can't sleep.
Having a bad headache now...

If a sacrifice of my own friendship would allow my friend from guilty, I will do so, despite the pain I will withstand.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Sunday, December 30, 2007 @ 2:02 AM

It's not suppose to be my bloggin day..
But it's a special day.
A day that made me almost lose 2 friends.
Although it seems I'd lost one permanently..
And i don't know the reason.
She told me to "fug off".
...
Frankly.
That just lashed my heart.
PY was suppose to make that decision..
He can't make the decision decisively..
He struggled.
He told me, why not I just break off with him..
Instead of him making the painful choice to do so.
But, although it's sort of... not that good...
But.. I understand.

I finished that 25 pieces of nuggets..
Probably out of some frustrations...
But well..
That's the last dinner i can have with him.
Our friendship will be placed with a stop for now.

The X'mas present she gave me..
It broke.
It's just like a sign...
A sign that symbolized the broke off of me and her.
Even till now...
I hurts.
I just don't understand..
Why she said that...
What he told me bout she told him also..
It seriously...
It's just... pain.

But..
If you truely hate me...
Just hate me for no reason...
I will disappear.
I will became your memory...
And slowly wait for my eradication in your memory.


If I had a choice, if i could choose, i never betray nor will i hate any of my friends... but why had one did to me?

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Friday, December 28, 2007 @ 10:04 PM

Got bored these few days at work.
Well...
End of month means almost work-less days..
But... Just plain bored.

Oh, by the way..
I won the Song to Squeeze activity on 98.7 FM.
So happy. :D
Don't know what i'll be getting..
But looking forward to it. :)

Wanted to type chinese de..
But this com can't.
So make do with the English self-created quote bah. :)

One learn to love, to be loved, and cherish. It's a pity that cherishing is always too late to be learnt.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @ 8:09 PM

A long December...
Many stuffs happen.
I seems to changed a lot.
Almost quarreled with Aik...
And still, didn't see that I'm in the wrong.
Whatever.

Sometimes,
I really wondered the purpose of living.
Wondered why human being alive.
Wondered why emotions came.
Maybe after all...
The purpose to live, is to die.
The reason why human being alive, is to suffer.
The reason why emotions are here, is to allow greater pain knows as heart broken for us.

After this very moment, it's still up to you, to treasure or to thrash his heart. Your tears once fell when you chose to leave him, and now, would you ever make it happen again?

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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@ 7:34 PM

Hmm...
I'll change my style a little.
Since that few days had been different.

12月 某日

耳根想清静一下
可是 我妈根本不让
一直烦

离开家 忽然间
心里莫名地难过
突然想看海
不知道心里想些什么
只想一个人静一静
雨 也似乎为我而泣

一路上 思潮起伏
却还是不明白
自己为何如此

到站了。。。
雨 停了
走着最后的路程
想起前两年
那已回不来的时间
阵阵的伤感
随着记忆的倒带
而重现在脑海

我自能奢求地
不停地
一直倒着带
让自己被悲伤淹埋
来填满心里的空虚

回忆虽历历在目
可是 全都已成过去
什么都回不来了。。。
一切莫过于梦
而我 也应该从这梦里
彻底地醒来了


回忆永远是过去， 一个改变不了的过去

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 3:53 AM

Sorta got a great urge to read chinese novels.
Those from online writers ones...
And I could finish the same book over & over again...
But still... the stories had made me felt the greatest sorrow...
It's like a tragic, a story of life, a story of life and death...
I couldn't say it out here.
Cos the emotion is just too complicated...
But i do hope i can translate the novel..
And share it with more Singaporeans. :)
Cos the stories are in complicated chinese format...

Anyway,
didn't have a good mood when i type all these anyway.
Maybe it's just a small matter to everyone...
But it's just something that i can't say it out here.
I wanted to tell someone..
But it's just doesn't allow me to do so.
My conscience will devastate me...
Geezz...


Only when you love, then you'll know, what's heart broken.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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Sunday, December 02, 2007 @ 11:28 PM

Pretty much nothing to blog about...
But just had the urge to do so.
Maybe I'll just write something here..
Something from my mind..

As my MSN quote...
Should I end it?
I can never afford the consequence...
My greatest mistake probably lies here..
I made a terrible decision...
But nothing much i can do either.
Maybe my only option is still...
Keep it go on..?


When either way breaks someone's heart, decision became difficult.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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SOULESS
get your codes from: 1 2 3
Saturday, December 01, 2007 @ 2:06 PM

Work seems getting fine..
But just some freakin spy there...
HATE HIM!! GRRR
Sabotage me for one bloody error he made..
Lucky i made a clear stance that it's clearly not my mistake. >:(
I ain't no sucka nigga!!! :P

Anyway..
Checked yesterday's chalet vacancy..
And bleah, only left 27th to 28th.
Bored. Can't book it le.

Next stuff..
Her tears made me felt a little loss.
Sometimes,
I just wonder did i made the correct decision..
Always I'd seen sorrowness within them...
Perhaps they are right.
Maybe I really made a wrong decision...
But i can't let this end like this...
Probably i have to just bear with them for now...


Sometime when mistakes been made, we have to keep it go on... just because that it hurts so much if it were to be corrected.

Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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