Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 2:51 AM
Problems, always.
Seems like r/s really take time out,
And by a really huge amount.
Told Aik bout the stuffs recently,
And yeah, he asked me bout Ika-chan.
Well...
What can I say?
I know Ika-chan is good.
I mean, perhaps she's a little blur,
And a little shy too...
But well, she's a nice girl,
And I don't wanna start anything that I have no confidence in...
It doesn't matter when it hurts me if it fails,
But I don't want anyone else to get hurt because of this.
NS had taken too much of my time.
If Ika-chan is with me,
She would have little time with me.
And even for me myself,
I would feel bad for it,
So I rather remain passive.
Even though loneliness do strike,
I can only endure it.
Sadist has always been with me,
So loneliness is just usual.
Although sometimes I really felt like taking a step into r/s,
I forced a stop on it,
Cos I know I am not ready for it.
Sorrow of the past, loneliness of the present, and pain in the heart. All these are no longer so intolerable. Not because it subside, but pathethically, it's me who got used to it.
Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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