Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 7:01 PM
100th post...
Nothing really special tho.
But however, I found out a tragedy.
It doesn't just need trust to love one another,
But faith, is needed much too.
Like my roommate, Dexter.
He & his girlfriend is pretty much stable now,
And he's making the effort to keep it up,
She is, too.
Even tho Dex is at NS,
She bother to wait for him,
And continue to love him.
This is faith.
Believing in one another...
It's the higher level of loving your love one.
Lacking of it, it'll just end up broken.
Like what I foreseen,
Which had already became reality...
Which also made my effort go all wasted...
But the effort isn't the point.
It's, the scar that I caused to both the person I care.
I don't know will I ever be immune to this guilt,
But I do know,
I am guilty.
Guilty of causing the pain for 2 person that I care most.
And this guilt last for life.
My whole life.
My guilt had cost me 2 friends that I care, 1 person to love, and half of my heart.
Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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