Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 8:25 AM
3am went to bed,
Yet, I can't get to sleep.
Damn thoughts swirling in my head...
Then I thought:
Perhaps I should write a story,
A story with an ending that the least I'd hope it become.
It's too bad that I'd to go into NS in like...
less than 20 days?
I'll be in on 10th June,
So not a long wait to me.
But since it's not a lot of time,
I'll need to rush my story out.
Cause it'll be a novel(Chinese of course)
A novel of my story,
With him,
Her,
Myself,
All of us,
In it.
Seriously,
I didn't pay much attention to what YJ told me.
Well, he said I could have be a good novel author...
So, now I'm giving it a shot, I guess.
But I do wonder will I be able to complete it before NS...
Anyway,
His story came into place again:
Probably a broke up I guess.
That means no happily ever after,
And again, something had proved pointless,
Which is exactly I predicted,
and exactly I don't want it to happen.
I told one of my friend:
Sometimes I just wish I'm wrong,
But emotional endings are always so not dramatic.
In a sense that I seen it through,
Well, In certain way,
It's not a good thing.
Don't ask me why,
Cause if I said I don't know, I feigning,
And don't hope that I'll say I know,
Cos I don't want anyone to get involved too deep like I did.
The price of that deep involvement...
Is way too big...
Just don't risk it.
Anyway,
Yi Wen, How did you know my blog?
I was pretty o_O when i saw that name came into my taggie.
But oh well, I guess Im pretty free nowadays.
I'll give you a SMS if I'm going down to NP then. :)
If loving someone is to make her happy, then I guess I had failed, and I'd failed terribly.
Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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