Saturday, January 26, 2008 @ 1:26 PM
Wrote lots of posts...
On papers.
But it seems that pretty much it's worthless.
And...
I'm getting lazy too.
Haha..
There's like 3 A4 size for me to post...
And in chinese.
Ha has. Double difficulty. =.=
These days...
Met up with someone I'm not suppose to...
Kept hearing her name again and again...
Aik just didn't realize...
Every single time he mention her name...
I'd go all quiet...
Until I dragged myself back to reality.
Wondered what exactly is her to me...
It's funny, that it turn into this...
It'll be even more ironic...
If she ever saw these stuffs.
I'm just another emotional weakling.
I'm just a plain loser.
If time would reverse...
I should never had initiated that convo.
I should never had agreed upon that 1st outing.
I should never had been staying out late with her.
I should never had been giving in to her.
I should never had been care so much bout everything.
I should,
Just erase my own existence from the start.
I'm worthless to everyone.
I'm nothing less than a burden to all.
I am hated.
That's all i need to know,
I guess...
If I ever would leave this place...
It'll still be this reason.
This very searing reason...
Anyway,
Ks, did you already got married?
Things always get complicated, when one's emotion became involved...
Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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