A quote:
To someone ;i really cannot stand the way you treated ur parents..you always
complaint that they did not respect you,but did u ever show them respect in the
first place?NOT at ALL!you wanna go out with friends, yes they allowed.but
control ur time..thats not wrong, you are in the wrong..Empty promises was what
u gave, promised to be home by specific time ;but you rarely keep ur
promise..everytime, ur mum is worried abt you coming home late and she herself
cant sleep well..worse still, next day she had to wake up early to work..Now you
had so called ' quit school ' , okie they allowed..they understand you aren't
coping well in school..but have you ever thought that how much they paid or ur
sch fees? please, is thousand plus per term ok.. and just bcuz udun like the
things in ur course then you wanna quit and play truant. u never go lesson is ur
lost, but the fees still on alright..And why dun you think positively, since
you've already choosen this course, just finish it..get ur diploma, find a job
also easier..but u chose to give up this course and now quit sch temporary..For
me, i think u can get ur diploma and i u wanna study other course, sure you
can.i just dun understand ur thinking..did you think that i u give up,u r
wasting ur parent's money or almost 2yrs..?spare a thought for them, u are not
from a rich family..they worked so hard just to give u the best education they
can provide you with, can't you aprreciate..?okie, since you have no interest ur
course anymore, they've got nothing else to say..they just want you to find a
job now while waiting to enrol in the NS.Then now, you dun seemed to be feel
like working at all,and sometimes work sometimes dun..can you just obey them for
once?another thing, the money u earn, can help to share burden with parents.dun
spend on unecessary things..yah, is ur money, so i dun wish to say anything
too.They are ur parents, talk to them nicely ; dun be rude by not answering
them.Dun blame them for what had happened, blame urself for it..think who
started this?Once you break their trust, is very hard for them to trust you
again.Please, do some reflection, put urself in their shoes, how heart wrenching
can they be to see their son behaving this way to them..?SERIOUSLY, i hope you
happen to read this post.I hope u can come to senses ; & please do remember
the word " FAMILY "
Quoted from "someone"'s blog.. it's quite a post that like weeks ago..
I know.. i know..
It's not that.. i don't wanna continue my studies..
But.. my lack of interest..
It's making me fail it.
I'm not saying that i'm right..
But.. even if i continued..
I would have fail..
And got kick out..
...
I just wanted to tell my parents:
I really wouldn't stray into a path which is not correct.
What i'd been doing, isn't all correct..
But sometimes it's just..
I can't ditch a friend and go home on my own, right?
Moreover, she's a girl..
I don't want anything happen to her..
That's why i stayed out late recently..
I admit, I sometimes just don't wanna inform you..
But if you would ever say "yes" to my request.. just once.
I would eventually ask you from that onwards..
Yes i love freedom..
But not the kind of freedom that dad said;
Drinking allday, loitering around like gangsters, drugs..
Yes i do drink..
But that's like, once in a while.
And i DO NOT ever touch drugs.
Gangsters.. they aren't my kind.
This is my vow that i wouldn't break..
So why are you worrying bout my bad company?
I would wanted them to come and meet you..
And let you understand that they aren't bad..
Just that they're late night ranger..
Doesn't mean that they steal, rob or take drugs, right?
But no matter what..
I would, try to change..
Since this "someone" indeed quite understand the situation as a middle man..
I wonder why i didn't read this earlier..
Relentless desolation of my heart had made me into a human of exiled thoughts, confused mind, and reckless heart.