Wednesday, December 06, 2006 @ 1:01 AM
Tues... no, wednesday, 1 am.
I was doing some works left... not a lot, but enough to flood me. Perhaps i'm sort a turning noctural, like sharlene told me. Oh well... perhaps that's gonna be poly life.
Haiz.... how i want freedom. So tied up with my curfew... can't even stay out late... i'm already 18... but still... haiz.
How i love going supper at 1am in midnight and chat with friends... all the way till the time i want.
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it's 6.40am in the morning... i didn't complete my last post cos... my mum came out. She bombarded merciless words and really overthrew my limit. I didn't try to talk back, cos of the fact that i can never win... and neither she will understand. She seeks for real proof: if i'm doing work, i have to the the darn work right infront of her as a proof. If i'm doing group work, get back home and do, and no taunting over night.
What's that, huh?
Well... i considered that as one of the "Rules & Regulations".
The ridiculous thing is that... if i'm not doing well in this semester, she's gonna get me skip my poly and just want me to get a work. No doubt... she's thinking that i don't like poly and the time table of it, huh?
If i'm supposed to stay until really late to complete my work... why can't i just go some one elses' house to do, and not disturbing your sleep? If you said, "don't sleep too late cos you're gonna disturb my sleep", then why the heck am i doing my work at home? And why the hell am i staying in school so late to do one freaking work and doesn't even feel like coming home to do?
I'm really tired... I just wanna continue my poly life and fill it with memories... but...
I......
I just...
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The Fate of a Caged Hawk:
It shall be overrun by the thirst for freedom...
It shall be tortured by the struggle for freedom...
It shall be broken by the price of freedom...
It shall be dead... before it see the light of freedom.
It will be... the fate of the caged hawk...
Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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