Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 2:00 AM
I'm nothing. I'm just nothing. Why in the world am i here anyway? To be broken into pieces? Or just suffer to death? I never wanted anything more than my limit, and all i want is just little bit more freedom, yet i was unable to do it. How useless me... In the past, listening to your words is part of life. Later, being with my thoughts, but you noticed my change... after that, i just wanna pursue what i really wanted, but... why are you pushing me so hard...
I just wanna live a normal life like everyone else... but why can't i just do so? why can't i even go out with my friends for a short supper at night? why can't i even work overnight at my friends' place? I have way too many doubts, that you will never answer. I'm tired... i don't wanna just fall asleep... but i am really tired. My exhaustion had marked my limitation...
But, ask yourselves: do you really know who am I? What i like? Who i love? What i hate? Or might even, what's on my mind??? NO! YOU KNOW NOTHING!!! YOU KNOW NOTHING BUT WHAT YOU THINK I AM?? I AM NOT A FREAKING PUPPET OF YOURS AND I AM A HUMAN!!!
Now... how i hope i just could leave my life here. The significant hatreds.... those hurting scars... no one ever ask them. How i am thankful that i had cass as a friend.... without him im probably even more negative and perhaps... not here anymore.
Yours Truly; Lorenzo
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